HOPE ❣️
Staring at the blazing Sky
Down with despair, I wait
Counting random flights
Flying with loads of hope.
I wait with Hope for Hope.
The swan's song echoes
In everything around
But I Chose Hope instead
To hope for hope
Is indeed a duel with life.
In loneliness I chose to hope
Ignored, unseen, used,
Put into grief, and left alone,
I struggled alone every second
But I chose to hope
Friends, I loved them
But they debated with me
It was just fun for me
But they hated me for my insights
And left without words.
Parents, I loved them
Provided me a whole world
But couldn't know me for real
"I'm a parent, not your friend"
But why this hurts so much?
Was I just their responsibility?
When I needed someone to talk,
They turned their back on me.
When I needed Love,
I recieved silence instead.
I lived in that silence for weeks
My heart burnt with pain.
My man,I loved him
He who breathes like honey,
Wasn't I fair enough that
He couldn't accept his love for me ?
Weren't my efforts enough
To evade away his fears,
That he chose to ignore me instead ?
When I needed Love
Ignorance was his gift.
Were those late nights so meaningless
When I sacrificed my sleep for him?
Why try to hush my love,
Why just give up on me,
While I was fighting a whole world
Just for him?
Then there is my God
He is my everything.
If not for his love,
I'd have settled for a coffin.
He Loved me more,
Even when I couldn't myself.
While I waited for the world
He waited for me
When I lost all the hope in me
He put his hope on me.
When I crawled in Devastation
He ressurected me every time
Gave me strength to Live
On this Easter Day,
I feel his love for me on the cross
Zero ignorance, an epitome of Love.
Like he Rose from death,
I Hope I'll rise too.
The ones who walked away
Will understand me oneday
And I have this Hope that never dies
My Hope is My God
Who still lives for me.
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