Efforts

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What hurts the most?
Up came a million answers 
But doesn't it hurt
When you wait....
Day and night at the balcony 
Day, bearing the scorching heat 
Evenings, enduring those mosquitoes
Just to get a glance of you.
Years waved goodbye 
Like you pass by
Without even a pause
Counting lights at night
And horns at light 
From this end till the road end
My eyes followed you
Whenever you passed.
Maybe I was dark like coal
You could find me at night
Your thoughts washed me out
Since your eyes ignored me
Like I never existed.
Was it worth the wait 
Was it worth the pain
Did all those efforts just vanished
Just like that 
Efforts do dig a grave 
When gets ignored.





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