Loneliness looming around

I could feel it 

Looming around me 

I could it's stink

Looping me in.

I feel numb 

As if I were a corpse

Left alone to freeze

For it has none 

I was alone around people 

People so dear to me 

Maybe it wasn't me

But my beliefs and instincts.

They never believed me

They never wanted to

For they have a world to feed 

A world to brag their growth.

What about me?

Don't I have dreams?

Or weren't my passions enough?

Worthy enough to hold on?

I tried to first at first

But they called me a rebel 

They saw me like a fallen angel

Who's decieved its creater.

I looked around for a hand 

To perch me away

From the crude customs

To a world where Love guides.

I could feel it

When the voices in my head 

Goes wild in a winks time

And leave me alone to my own.

I wanted to run away

Sometimes from here

And sometimes from Here too

When I sit staring at my veins.

Oh! If I had someone 

To speak for me!! 

To fight for me!

And to be for me!

Their say wins 

As they see them wiser

I wasn't even in the race

And my needs, vanished into air.

There's a void

Too empty to fill in . 

No hope, no dreams 

But only loneliness.