The Ironical Me!

I plan dresses for my wedding (even took some screenshots for inspiration) but I don't  really plan to marry. 

I have already decided the church where my Wedding would take place, though I have 0 interest in marriage. 

I put stories hiding everyone, just for me to see.

I put song on Instagram for me to come and hear whenever I get bored. (Self-love is sometimes insanity)

I look for love in every eyes I meet, though I'm afraid of falling in love. ( In fact horrified)

I plan to have two kids (a boy and a girl), though I never wanted to go through the damn process. (Silly me)

I write things down, though I know that I am the only one who's going to read it ever. (I hate promotions🤭)

I plan to travel a million countries, but I don't really wish to move an inch from my home. (I love India,Kerala, Thiruvananthapuram, Venganoor)

I give a million advices to everyone around though my life is already a mess. (I guess in this I'll have a million company🤭)

I don't know much English, still I choose to write in it. 

I don't want to marry, still I wait for that one to knock me down so that I can get married to him. (Hypocritical me).

I want to be a writer, but I'm so lazy to put down what's in my head. 

I want to be a singer in a band, but I'm too shy to sing in public (this is a dream that I haven't told anyone)

I love to make friends, but I won't even try, cause I know that they are going to leave me one day. ( Some people are so good to make me their friend. And I'm honoured)

I love to bring millions of pets to my house especially dogs, but I'm so lazy to look after the ones that I already have (poor things)

I want to do things right, but I always do the wrong.

I  try to move on, when all I want is to hold on.

I want to be selfless but again I chose to write about me.